benrblpunya.

2011-04-20T01:55:00.000+08:00

sikit2 nangis, tak guna sia kau ben.

2011-04-20T01:48:00.001+08:00

2011-04-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

hais so many guys talking to you now and i cant do anything. just pains me so much that youre happy talking to them. and when i want to meet you its so obvious that youre irritated. :"( i just miss you so much. so so much. i miss us.

:'(

2011-04-12T21:46:00.002+08:00

life really sucks without you.. :'''(

2011-04-12T21:39:00.001+08:00

just know that i'll still wait no matter what..

2011-04-12T21:36:00.002+08:00

you dont know how much i dont want to lose you. it sucks not to be able to text you. even a 'goodnight, i love you' i really want to give you your space, but it seems you just wanted me gone. :'( i can see that so clearly. when you tell me we were over, you dont know how much that killed me. i just dont want to.. :'( i love you so much sia. :''''(

insecurities suck.

2011-04-12T21:10:00.001+08:00

but i think youve got me replaced :'''''(

2011-04-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

goodnight, pwincesh. i love you so much. couldnt resist not saying it somewhere, so i guess here will do.

2011-04-11T23:21:00.001+08:00

:'( rindu you. i can see how much you dont want me anymore. but.. hais. i love you so fucking much sia. jgn gini pls. :'(

hari2 pikir, hari2 nangis. i rindu you sia, you tak rindu i ker? :'''(

2011-04-06T01:21:00.001+08:00

2011-04-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

i love you, pwincesh. so, so much... :'(

2011-04-05T00:16:00.002+08:00

if you wanted me to feel how you felt, well you did good job. but it hurts to see that you want me to be this way until.. idk, cause from how i see it, youre not showing signs of coming back. :'( i need you so fucking bad, do you know that.. please la...... :'''(

2011-04-05T00:03:00.000+08:00

2011-04-05T00:00:00.003+08:00

tak sayang i lagi ker? :'( i rindu you sia. i have to go thru everyday without your "i love you too"s and everytime i hope for that reply from you, but with hope comes dissapointment. but i still tell you how much i love you every single day, cause even if you really dont love me anymore, i'd still be loving you. no matter what. :'(

2011-04-04T03:39:00.001+08:00

"In general, men do not cope with emotional problems very well. They often think of asking for help as a weakness that makes them less "manly". Instead of talking about how they feel and working through their emotions, often men will turn to alcohol or drugs to make them feel better. This inevitably makes the situation worse."

2011-04-04T02:55:00.003+08:00

hi. i cant sleep. i tried calling you but i guess youre asleep. i really cant go on crying every night. i miss being with you. but nvm, i guess i'll just have to wait.. trust me, i dont want to rush you, but my feelings take over me every time and i end up looking for you. im sorry if that bothers you every time. i really hope you know how much i dont want to lose you. hais.. i love you. so so much. :'(

2011-04-03T23:13:00.001+08:00

2011-04-03T23:00:00.002+08:00

hais i miss you so fucking much and theres nothing i can do. tak rindu ker? how do you get by alone when all i think about is you? 5 months of everyday with you is not so easy to let go sia. and another 2 fucking months, even though it wasnt like before, atleast i got to see you, but now, you dont even want to see me, and i still try to do shit to get you back, i mean who am i kidding right, you wouldnt even see me, what makes me think that you would even want me back? but i still want to keep that hope, everyday i tell myself that you just need time away from me, you'll come back. but then i stop and think again, hah, you? want to come back? :'( takley sia gini mcm hari2 nangis, hari2 fikir. happy skejap jer, tak guna sia, when im alone, youre all i think about sia. when the fuck do i get your hugs again, your kisses, your love. worries me like fuck, what if one day someone else get the love i used to get? i wouldnt want that sia, please can you fucking come back, and let me make up for the things i did. :'''(

2011-04-03T02:45:00.001+08:00

2011-04-03T02:13:00.001+08:00

sumpah tak cool sia tiap2 malam nangis.

2011-04-03T02:02:00.000+08:00

i miss you so fucking much. :'(

2011-04-01T02:52:00.000+08:00

staring at pictures of you asleep..

2011-04-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

2011-04-01T01:39:00.001+08:00

i miss you. and i cant do anything about it. i cant get your hugs. i cant get your kisses. you wont even see me anymore. :'(

2011-04-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

2011-04-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

2011-04-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

2011-03-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

:'(

2011-03-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

Jordin Sparks, Chris Brown - No Air ft. Chris Brown

2011-03-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

2011-03-31T22:18:00.000+08:00

that feeling when you cant afford to lose someone important in your life.

2011-03-31T22:11:00.003+08:00

sorry im now at

2010-10-02T03:33:00.001+08:00

http://ihadsexwith-cartoons.tumblr.com/

2010-10-02T01:55:00.001+08:00

2010-09-24T02:06:00.002+08:00

little words from someone could really mean alot.. because someone wise enough told me, do what you like, so long as it makes you happy. if you feel comfortable living in the jungle, then go. why live in the city and feel uncomfortable? no one wants to be poor. everyone prays for a good life. do what you like, so you achieve that good life. love everyone around you, but most importantly, love yourself.

2010-09-21T02:12:00.003+08:00

"when you can't stand being away from her, even for a minute, you know you love her."

baby, 2 days feels too long. see you tmr. ♥

2010-09-16T14:15:00.001+08:00

ABEY KLW AKU NAMPAK STITCH KLUAR DARI TEMBOK BANYAK BANYAK KALI, MCM MANA TU? HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

ben nak duit raya

2010-09-11T01:40:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya, i love the 4 of you so fucking much, i swear.

Pwincesh is hereeeeeeee.

2010-09-08T04:02:00.001+08:00

Hi. This is Pwincesh here. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. Banyak gwirls post untuk Ben! Anyway, dier MALAS nak update, so i update cos he ish the shmell sho nice. I like. Today i called Ben 70 times, to wake him up for school, but he didn't even answer a single call. We were supposed to go Geylang with Mama and boi_sachokzx tapi tak jadi. :( Then Ben met me at City Hall at 6 and we break fast at LJS. Then then then, we went to watch Haunted Changi at Cineleisure, YAY. Ben cakap cerita tu FAKE and it was a waste of his money. Abih lepas tu kita go home. Nak tau benda? Ben loves me. MUWAHAH, bye bitches.

sho cute.

2010-09-02T01:33:00.002+08:00

hi tadi saya gi buka kat marina square burger king w pwincesh. then kita gi fort canning main bunga api, SHO CUTE RIGHT, I KNOW. so anw, i can make heart shape w cigarette smoke cause i ish sho sho kewl right!! hahahaahha left at arnd 9.30 and homeeeeeeeeeee.

-.-

2010-08-26T03:07:00.005+08:00

sleep /slip/
–verb (used without object)
1. to take the rest afforded by a suspension of voluntary bodily functions and the natural suspension, complete or partial, of consciousness; cease being awake.

sleep. نوم. 睡觉. matulog. sommeil. schlaf. sonno. sueño. การนอนหลับ. ngủ. tidur.
wah so many ways to say 'sleep'.

nak tidur boleh, tapi bilang, so that people dont wait for your reply k? :)

2010-08-24T07:22:00.001+08:00

You have to love what you do to want to do it everyday.

- Aaliyah

♥

2010-08-24T07:03:00.001+08:00

2010-08-24T06:59:00.002+08:00

as each day passes by, the more long for yellow round things, fishes, and vegetables. tak boleh sabar. i cant stand it anymowwwwwwwwwwwwwww. erghhhhhhh. :O

p2bap

2010-08-24T06:57:00.000+08:00

oh.. that girl.

2010-08-22T07:43:00.000+08:00

2010-08-21T05:53:00.001+08:00

hi, sayang liao. how?

lol.

2010-08-20T02:49:00.000+08:00

goodnight princess.

2010-08-20T02:24:00.000+08:00

.

2010-08-20T01:48:00.002+08:00

TAKE A DIRTY PICHA FOR ME~ TAKE A DIRRRTY PICHAAA~
tonight is so the mendak. -.- facebook dead twitter dead im the only one not dead. im fucking hungry now. chatting w princess yang susah nak pujuk. -.- EY LAPAR LA SIAL!!!!!!!!

2010-08-19T05:15:00.000+08:00

good morning pwincesh.

19th

2010-08-19T03:05:00.003+08:00

6th? no, 4th for being away.

bestf? lol.

2010-08-18T19:11:00.001+08:00

K9 at my house now, gona buka here. texting keri hilson, uhuu, i like! hahaha k bye!

n_n

2010-08-18T04:10:00.002+08:00

someone sleep so cute hor. wahahahaah mintak kena gigit!

2010-08-18T03:39:00.000+08:00

2010-08-16T07:00:00.001+08:00

hi, i miss you.
after puasa k, promise i spend time w you. ♥

♥

2010-08-16T01:59:00.000+08:00

suka!

2010-08-15T06:40:00.006+08:00

been up all night infront of the lappy, like wtf, now my mata berat. gona go to sleep now. just wana say that.. NARI AKU TIDUR SENYUM!! HAHAHAHAH BYE GOODNIGHT LUVYALL!!

where? there.

2010-08-15T01:16:00.001+08:00

waiting.... waiting.............................. waiting..................................

tak online pun?

theres somethin' about you.. beautiful~

2010-08-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

hm.

2010-08-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIIIII.

2010-08-14T21:34:00.002+08:00

hi semua, i know no one missme, but nvm, i was just bored and felt like reviving this dump.so anw, been spending my time very badly this few weeks. have been going to pasir ris quite alot and spend time w the boys. and yea. now da bulan puasa. forth day right? if im not wrong. havent skipped at all, not planning to also. haha, i know right, so good rightzcxs?!

so yea, last night was spent at mardea's place, but before that went to buka puasa w zul at geylang. biasa la.
laughed like fuckers at mardea's place for the whole night. hahahahahaha. got home around.. 5-6?
yea.
been on the laptop ever since then, now chatting with lina vanillaaaaaa.
she very kental yknow, watch drama sikit2 nak nangis. hahahahhaha!

dapat pahala lagi

2010-07-25T22:22:00.002+08:00

A quick update for you about Ben -.-

Friday- Cineleisure with Zul
Saturday- Birthday Pit, drank 3 bottles
Sunday- Stay home Sunday for him

So obviously, there's school tomorrow. OK see you peeps if you're in ITE CCK.

and to GUEST, (if you're here to spam) diam-diam la kau. sibuk je kat tagboard orang -_-

OK BYE! :D

(K)

2010-07-07T21:03:00.008+08:00

Hey thurrrr, it's shazzy melbourne updating! Just cause' I'm bored and all. hahah I actually have no idea what to blog aboutt. But I was watching this video, and dayuuuuuuuuuuuuum trey songz sexy! Ben, you'll get there one day... hahahaha! I'm kidding. I love you ben.

Oh! & I would like to tell you on how much I love this kid..
But unfortunately even on a scale from 1 to 1,000,000 I can't tell you on how much I love this kid. hahahaaa. K, I shall stop right here.

Have a great Wednesday night all ;)
<3

2tonekids.

2010-07-04T20:46:00.002+08:00

Saturday biasa uh town, boring~ da lama tak dress up, uhuu. so anw besuk skula and im fucking irritated by the fact that the sch is so big. -.- so i asked chit to meet me at teck whye tmr pergi sesama uh.
one more thing, if i talk to you nicely, jgn tinggikan suara k? nanti aku binget. :) kbye i am so hungryzxcs nak mamamzxcs.

Hii Tyga,

2010-07-02T02:59:00.003+08:00

I don't know what to blog but again, Ben's gonna give away his Pahala to me, so here I am blogging. Uhuuuu ^-^ So anyway, we've not been chatting for .. hmmm .. .weeks? So i don't know what he've been up to lately. Hope he's doing fine ^-^ Now, he's busy kacau-ing Nad (lol, from twitter) ok bye!

ANYWAY, HI BEN, I MISS YOU, NO ,NOT YOU BUT YOUR JOKES, YOUR SMILE :D sweet kan! see you on Monday k.

skj.

2010-06-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

2010-06-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

You can be my number one, my main squeeze, you can be my baby.
Usually I don't do this, but you got me going crazy.
Been running through my mind all the time, on the daily.
I just gotta have you, forever my lady.

mana youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. :(

♥

2010-06-23T20:18:00.003+08:00

hi baby, i sayang you.you cute tapi you garang. :/ hahahahaha♥

zuu's here

2010-06-23T11:18:00.002+08:00

Hello (:
Zuu's here. Helping this Ben to update his blog. He asked me to help him update. He's plain lazy to update. Kan ben , kan ben ? hahah . mainmain jer kayy. takmu amek hati (:

thanks to ben for he's been accompany-ing me thru my sleepness nights. i message-d him when i can't turn in to bed. and ben have been sucha a good friend by accompanying me. hehhe ^.^ thankyou , ben. and also, thankyou for the other day. the advice. zuu appreciate it lots, ben (:

well , actually zuu dah out of words on what to update for ben's blog. zuu's brain dah blank (: hehhe. so, i guess till here then .

boring.

2010-06-23T05:17:00.002+08:00

-been going out w zul, seha and drea alot this holiday.

-i miss my classmates. dimas, chitchit, han, shikin, amirin and all the rest gua malas nak type la chiqoooooo.

-zul, seha, faz and kart were at my house i dont remember when hahaahah banyak ketawa. k la i update cause was too bored, now bye.

-bye i nak gi jepun.... hahahahhaahaahha.

(Y)

2010-06-17T22:34:00.001+08:00

when can i have this much fun.

2010-06-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

hahaah i suddenly remembered a conversation.

chitchit: ben, action cacat uh. depan ramai orang.
ben: k uh sembarang. *starts walking like a retard*
amirin: yela, skrng orang cacat tindik2 per. bochui sia.

hahahaahhaha omg i miss my class.

you can be my clefairy.

2010-06-15T01:04:00.003+08:00

got my labret and eyebrow pierced. then to town, met syaffy and aisyah for awhile. after that, got studs, went to cineleisure, after that to 313. got my autobots chain. and many other things. then lepak at skate park till around 1030, then homeeeeeee.

(Y)

2010-06-06T16:43:00.000+08:00

happybdayzul.

2010-06-06T16:18:00.003+08:00

celebrated zul's birthday at 4stix.
da lama tak jumpa faiz.
kacau didil.
kacau didil lagi.
faerah.
kacau didil lagi.
drink.
walk to town.
tampal2. riverside, motherfucker! hahaha.
skate park.
drink lagi.
motherfucker!
jesus mata kero.
tidur.
bangun, balik.
motherfucker!

NAK ICE CREAM

2010-06-03T20:26:00.004+08:00

Ahhhh kental nya Ben! :P

Hiiiiiii. Since Ben is sincere enough to give away his 5 pahala to me, I'm here to update his blog again -_- So I bet his day was fine besides kene halau dari class :P HAHAHA Oh and, I saw his Wallpost @ Facebook, laughing at Drea pasal Drea jatuh tssssssk tak baik siaaa Ben!

Anyway, I don't want my susu already since Ben told me that "minum susu AJER kan, later your badan besar, as in sapau." O.O Omfg, hope not. Tsk.

K

2010-06-02T22:11:00.009+08:00

Hi. It's me again. Nope, not Ben. K hi.

I don't know what to update but since Ben 'please' me, here I am blogging -_-" (HAHAHA AKU REPEAT. K)

His test was do-able (y) *according to him

Yes, he did study for it. n_n I think.

Hmmm, kay now I want Ice Cream plus my Susu Strawberry pasal dah tolong Ben update. Besok k? Thank Youuuuu! ♥

p/s: that heart shape pasal nak Ben belanje je -_-

gangster.

2010-06-02T02:23:00.001+08:00

baik pah?
lol anw, school has been fine this week, tak 'have fun' so far. and zul's and azyan's birthday is this saturday. da besar si zulraidi ni! hahahhahha.

hi.

2010-05-31T21:20:00.001+08:00

so long didnt watch, and watched just now. dah selalu tgk, dah tak sedih dah. hahaha.

t-t-tatted up!

2010-05-30T22:24:00.003+08:00

i like girls who are tatted! yang lawa2 nya uh, not those gambar2 bodoh member buatkan kat rumah. -.- bila dah kahwin nak suruh bini buat full sleeve. uhuu, mesti sachok! hahahaha.

this is life.

2010-05-30T22:07:00.001+08:00

so, you thought Barbie had a perfect life, huh? nothing is ever perfect.

If..

2010-05-29T13:01:00.000+08:00

tatted up

2010-05-29T01:49:00.001+08:00

IF I HAVE EVER TOLD YOU I WANTED TO GET GUNS TATTED ON MY WAIST, I MEANT SOMETHING LIKE THIS! UHUUUUUUU.

answer?

2010-05-29T01:06:00.001+08:00

feel loved. cause you never know when you'll die. for now, aku nak masak maggi and makan!

thank you.

2010-05-28T19:38:00.000+08:00

mendakpurrrrrrr.

2010-05-28T18:31:00.003+08:00

hi i am at home on a friday which is a public holiday. pathetic much? so anw, yesterday was such a boring day, cause i didnt really had the mood to do anything.
kept complaining to syafiq that i didnt wana study. must be cause of wednesday.. hahaha.

zulraidi okayokaybabies

2010-05-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

if i have to lose a finger for you, believe me i would. after all the shit i put you thru, after all the stuffs you have been thru w me, i would put my life at risk for you bro. come what may, after all, we live to die.

keep it reaaaaaaaaaal.

2010-05-24T00:45:00.002+08:00

saturday spent w these people. drank w zul, rad, seha, azyan. thats all i think. was fun while it lasted. nasib baik masih hidup. k love yall.

laughter always keeps your mind away from hurt.

2010-05-22T00:31:00.001+08:00

back from shisha with amirin, syafiq d, chitchit and han-dsome. hahahahha. had fun, fucking funny uh these bitches. saw fadh over there. and he gelek2 w the dancer, haha! tak boleh angkat! hahahahaha.

so hard to get you outta my system.

2010-05-21T17:59:00.003+08:00

true, i miss you. cause i ain't never had nobody do me, like you. i understand if you dont wana talk to me anymore. even your friends dont see what you see in me. hah. loser sia aku. so yea, get a guy who treats you like the world, and someone who isnt dumb, who listens to you, and.. everything im not. (Y) takecare, i love you.

and.. that girl, she's just a friend of mine.

khi ben

2010-05-18T23:15:00.005+08:00

Hiiiiii n_n I is kind enough to update Ben's blog even after what he had done to me. Nah, im just helping him to update so that I can get my ice cream in return Anyway, he accidentally kicked my two little fingers today (he's suppose to kick the chair) And now, I have a blood clot on the tip of my two cute finger >:\ grrrrrrr!

Okeh enough of making him feel guilty Byeeeee n_n

LU. boleh rilek suduuuuuu.

2010-05-16T02:24:00.003+08:00

so yea, went for the gig at blackhole. so proud to see rudies. susah nak nampak ramai gitu skrng. haha. the best part, was not the performance, it is.. KAS GADUH! hahahahhahahahaha. anw, i heard you been talkin bout me? youre telling everybody else, but me. hahaha, siapa kental skrng..

ruder than who?

2010-05-15T17:24:00.002+08:00

to blackhole later for gig. no money. so hungry. now waiting for kas, yang taktau nak siap siang2. -.- so yea.. later, come what may, aku tak heran. bye.

i dont need no batteries, cause im in charge!

2010-05-15T11:35:00.002+08:00

fckyeah, swag so right. tyga tyga!

you all on Tyga's dick, just like every other chick.

2010-05-15T11:14:00.002+08:00

just woke up, fucking hungry. no money for gig later, and it costs $2 only i think. -.- now i only have 80 cents. lol. oh and farah, AKU SORANG TIGER!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhahaha.

have a sip on this new drank i made,

2010-05-14T23:54:00.001+08:00

met farah and zul afn kas and rad and jartand seha and yus. drank w zul and farah/. had a few extra drinks and now abit tipsy still. k gnyte.

2010-05-14T17:24:00.002+08:00

nak kluar. tapi malas. -.- tapi nak kluar. tapi takder duit. -.- x2. anwwww, hahaha zuu updatekan tadi. amalkan selalu k zuu. thanks kejut tadi. lol. k bye nak mandi, gosok baju.........pastu pakai baju.

2010-05-14T14:50:00.002+08:00

zuuzuuCintaa`Ketot here , updating for this BenRabakLiao's blog . Well this anak here , very lazy to update his own blog . So , he asked me to update for him . Ben , you owe me one hor ;D

School starts at 10 just now.
Went to school with slippers .. ? LOL . haha .
Slack-ed with friends .
Home Sweet Home .

that's all for today .

bored. board. boat. broad.

2010-05-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

hi baby.